Argh. I have about 150 pages of reading to do before Tuesday, all of it for one class. Not to mention the 40-odd for Wednesday. And I don't even *have* reading for U.S. history this week, 'cos I have a paper due Wednesday. Stupid major. *pouts*
Also, I really, really hate the Mendelssohn variations I'm playing. This is the first time I've actually detested putting fingers to keys with Dr. Scott as my prof, and it feels strange and icky. I'm supposed to play this sucker at a master class with some bigwig from Eastman on Friday, and I just don't want to. It will be humiliating, because I don't play the piece well, and I don't play it well because I hate it, and I hate it partly because I don't play it well. The fatal circle of musicianship.
Whine whine whine. Whine some more. Ugh. Maybe I'll just go to bed.
Hee. The little frowny lemon is so cute.
Also, I really, really hate the Mendelssohn variations I'm playing. This is the first time I've actually detested putting fingers to keys with Dr. Scott as my prof, and it feels strange and icky. I'm supposed to play this sucker at a master class with some bigwig from Eastman on Friday, and I just don't want to. It will be humiliating, because I don't play the piece well, and I don't play it well because I hate it, and I hate it partly because I don't play it well. The fatal circle of musicianship.
Whine whine whine. Whine some more. Ugh. Maybe I'll just go to bed.
Hee. The little frowny lemon is so cute.
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Date: 2005-02-20 06:35 pm (UTC)I empathize, that circle can be oh so vicious. good luck on Friday.
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Date: 2005-02-21 12:25 am (UTC)I haven't seen Taylor in a long, long time, but last I heard he got kicked out of PHS for lighting the bathroom on fire.
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Date: 2005-02-21 03:15 am (UTC)Taylor got kicked out of PHS for lighting the bathroom on fire? I haven't heard that one before! The bathroom DID catch fire, I think it was some time in the middle of my junior year (or maybe senior, they're all running together for me now) but it happened on the weekend and it was an electrical fire. Besides, Taylor left PHS half way through freshman year so he was long gone by then. I don't think he was kicked out, per se, I think he just dropped out and then went to the alternative high school.
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Date: 2005-02-21 06:00 pm (UTC)I guess somebody lied to me about Taylor. I forget who told me about it, Andy Wolverton I think. Oh well, it makes a good story so I'm gonna stick with it.
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Date: 2005-02-21 07:42 pm (UTC)Actually, he seems to be doing quite well. Last time I talked to him was going to school at the University of Washington and doing some fun stuff over there.
Do you remember any of the other kids from our fifth grade class? My friends were Joyce Franke, Jessica Campbell, Laura Kunkel, Geetanjali Vadya, Angela Bonner, Jennifer Taylor and I had a horrible crush on a kid named Nathan Skavdahl. Do any of those names ring a bell?
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Date: 2005-02-21 09:28 pm (UTC)As for Andy, when he moved to Pullman in sixth grade we rode the bus together and one day we just started talking and became best friends for the next 3 or 4 years. (I moved to Moscow though.)
I also remember Geetanjali quite vividly as maybe the quietest person I've ever known. Ha, this is fun.
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Date: 2005-02-21 09:38 pm (UTC)Also there was a kid in our class named Ryan Bidle, I think. He lived up the street from me. I remember he said that the only reason Geetanjali got an A on her state report was because Mrs. Leigh favored her since she was so shy. This really made me angry because Geetanjali had to work twice as hard as Ryan did just to get the courage to go up there in front of the class, and she did a good job. So of course I yelled at Ryan on the playground, and then Mrs. Leigh got mad at me. Great.
Do you remember Tyson Lumpkin at all?
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Date: 2005-02-21 09:42 pm (UTC)Also, I think there was someone named Brian Melhart. His mother was my P.E. teacher in high school so he's always been around. I also remember a girl named Nina, but since I can't remember her last name, or really anything about her, I doubt that is particularly helpful.
Oh yes, and there was David Horne. He was REALLY picked on, just absolutely brutally. It's getting kind of scary to think about all of this.
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