I've turned into Angsty McGee lately, but here's another rant.
I am so frustrated and so stuck on my thesis I have good ideas but I can't put them down on the paper I owe Kyra a chapter Tuesday and I'm never going to have it she'll hate me and eat my face and be disappointed which is worse and I have to decide by Friday if I'm going to drop a class or not but anything I drop will just screw me over except Vandiver's class which is the only class I LIKE and this really sucks and I'm going to have a nervous breakdown or something and I don't care because I'm so tired all the time and I feel like I never work but I feel like I never stop working and I have no time and no life and nobody else wants to hear it I know but I just feel utterly powerless and I need to go talk to Dana but I don't have time for that, either, and I hate everything.
Don't feel obliged to comment or even to read it; I'm just writing it here rather than on paper because I'm at the computer.
In other news, I had fun seeing Dianne's sister again this weekend. The Baroque flute concert this afternoon was very lovely. I also enjoyed playing Carcassone with Katie and Aspen tonight.
I am so frustrated and so stuck on my thesis I have good ideas but I can't put them down on the paper I owe Kyra a chapter Tuesday and I'm never going to have it she'll hate me and eat my face and be disappointed which is worse and I have to decide by Friday if I'm going to drop a class or not but anything I drop will just screw me over except Vandiver's class which is the only class I LIKE and this really sucks and I'm going to have a nervous breakdown or something and I don't care because I'm so tired all the time and I feel like I never work but I feel like I never stop working and I have no time and no life and nobody else wants to hear it I know but I just feel utterly powerless and I need to go talk to Dana but I don't have time for that, either, and I hate everything.
Don't feel obliged to comment or even to read it; I'm just writing it here rather than on paper because I'm at the computer.
In other news, I had fun seeing Dianne's sister again this weekend. The Baroque flute concert this afternoon was very lovely. I also enjoyed playing Carcassone with Katie and Aspen tonight.