Please please please let me get what I want this time

[fellmama]

I've turned into Angsty McGee lately, but here's another rant.
I am so frustrated and so stuck on my thesis I have good ideas but I can't put them down on the paper I owe Kyra a chapter Tuesday and I'm never going to have it she'll hate me and eat my face and be disappointed which is worse and I have to decide by Friday if I'm going to drop a class or not but anything I drop will just screw me over except Vandiver's class which is the only class I LIKE and this really sucks and I'm going to have a nervous breakdown or something and I don't care because I'm so tired all the time and I feel like I never work but I feel like I never stop working and I have no time and no life and nobody else wants to hear it I know but I just feel utterly powerless and I need to go talk to Dana but I don't have time for that, either, and I hate everything.
Don't feel obliged to comment or even to read it; I'm just writing it here rather than on paper because I'm at the computer.

In other news, I had fun seeing Dianne's sister again this weekend. The Baroque flute concert this afternoon was very lovely. I also enjoyed playing Carcassone with Katie and Aspen tonight.

Comments

[perdita-dream.livejournal.com]

:-( *hugs!*

I would say be more like me, but don't. Once your spirit is broken you can generally live with being an embarrassment to your teachers/family/life, but you also know you are broken and you know you will never be quite whole again.

[princessrosered.livejournal.com]

I recommend (sp?) a nervous breakdown. They've always worked for me so far.

Oh, and seriously, drop whatever class you can without gettin screwed over. If it's really interesting and you don't need the credit, just show up for lectures when you feel like it, but don't do the work.

Just my two cents.

[superquail.livejournal.com]

Those are lovely good times!

[love-pirate.livejournal.com]

That sort of freaks me out, because I was angsting about the same sort of "should I drop a class that my advisor teaches but is really hard and pointless?" just last night. If you can drop it and still graduate, drop it! Let's all make our lives easier! ;o)

[superquail.livejournal.com]

All will be well once you conquer the world with your eye-lasers.

[fellmama.livejournal.com]

Dude, I would really like eye-lasers. Seriously. I would glory in pointless destruction.

[superquail.livejournal.com]

Just think: you wouldn't have to attack people with yo mama jokes simply to reduce them to a steaming, ashy pulp!