I was looking at my poetry book tonight, trying to find acceptance quotes for
"Eros Turannos"
She fears him, and will always ask
What fated her to choose him;
She meets in his engaging mask
All reasons to refuse him;
But what she meets and what she fears
Are less than are the downward years,
Drawn slowly to the foamless weirs
Of age, were she to lose him.
Between a blurred sagacity
That once had power to sound him,
And Love, that will not let him be
The Judas that she found him,
Her pride assauges her almost,
As if it were alone the cost.
He sees that he will not be lost,
And waits and looks around him.
A sense of ocean and old trees
Envelopes and allures him;
Tradition, touching all he sees,
Beguiles and reassures him;
And all her doubts of what he says
Are dimmed with what she knows of days--
Till even prejudice delays
And fades, and she secures him.
The falling leaf inaugurates
The reign of her confusion;
The pounding wave reverberates
The dirge of her illusion;
And home, where passion lived and died,
Becomes a place where she can hide,
While all the town and harborside
Vibrate with her seclusion.
We tell you, tapping on our brows,
The story as it should be,
As if the story of a house
Were told, or ever could be;
We'll have no kindly veil between
Her visions and those we have seen,
As if we guessed what hers have been,
Or what they are or would be.
Meanwhile we do no harm; for they
That with a god have striven,
Not hearing much of what we say,
Take what the god has given;
Though like waves breaking it may be,
Or like a changed familiar tree,
Or like a stairway to the sea
Where down the blind are driven.
--Edwin Arlington RobinsonPoetry. I love poetry. I wish I could write it. I haven't written a lot lately, although I tried a week or two ago. One problem is that when I like someone, I want to write love poems, but they SUCK. I did come up with something that pleased me at the time, but I know that if I look at it now, I'll end up rewriting it. Ah, me. I really should do something productive at some point. I have been almost a nonentity today. This is the sum total of my accomplishments:
1. I went to class.
That's all.
I think I will go pretend to work for a while. Toodle-oo.
P.S. How strange... HTML is a very odd thing.
I shouldn't stay up until 4 am on school days. It only makes me stranger than usual.
By the way, despite what
( I Like My Own Poems )
You, soft and only
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I really should go to the library now...
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Jan. 23rd, 2003 10:59 pmI feel so cold sometimes. It seems that I'm not touched by anything that goes on around me. I laugh at other people's pain. That sounds trite, but really, I do.
OK, the self-loathing/pity thing is getting too irritating. I'm going to eat peanut butter crackers and then go to bed.
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Nov. 2nd, 2002 09:41 pmI spent all today doing laundry and reading. I also walked to the grocery store for shampoo and bagel chips and grape soda(the latter two to which I've become addicted). Boring, boring, boring.
It's still cold. And if I go to church in the morning, I'll have to walk... Brrrrr. Maybe I'll just accept eternal damnation in return for an extra two hours sleep in a nice warm bed. Hey, I don't even have to be eternally dammned! I'm an Anglican! Yippee!
Wow. I must be an eensy bit more tired than I thought. Goodnight, y'all.
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Sep. 14th, 2002 01:33 pmI also watched "Silence of the Lambs". That is a freaky movie. And gross....
I didn't get a part in the play. I'm actually more relieved than disappointed. it would have been so much work.
Almost everyone in Prentiss is at rush today; it's so quiet. I really should do some homework at some point, but I'd much rather avoid it. And it's Saturday.



